130.8

exactly where i knew i would be. atleast i had the guts to weigh myself this morning. my plan is to weigh myself every morning, so when i feel like bingeing i can think about how i have to answer to mr. scale and ms. measuring tape . i haven't eaten yet to day and it's 3pm.

'the plan' is to basically get to GW4 by may 27th (lose 20 lbs in one month). i'm honestly not sure about how possible that is. i mean, 20 lbs in one month is rather extensive, but i've done it before. at the very least, i know i can get to 115. i have to. for the sake of everyone else who will be seeing me in a bathing suit, i have to. loser town says i'll be 121.5 on may 27th, but what does a website know? nothing. the numbers have to get lower or i'm just going to cut the fat right off of myself.